Weight
I haven't posted here very often in the last few weeks; most of the time when I post, it's during work hours. It helps fill down time between tasks. Unfortunately I haven't had a lot of down time (although, some days that's a good thing). I still handwrite in my notebook daily, but I don't stop to post here.
But there are other things going on at work right now besides workload, things I can't share with many people. I haven't felt the full weight of what those things mean in the future because I'm so busy. I think once I can share some of it, things will sink in, and I'm a little worried about my own stress and emotion levels when that happens.
I find it hard right now - what's it going to be like later?